Remember

The world has ended
And I'm alone
To think I was dying
But yet not, now so prone
To confusion and helplessness
So tired and in distress
I scream for a message
Someone save me

What am I to do
To pick up these pieces
I cannot believe this
That you'd strike me so true
I cannot deny it
You've broken me again
I didn't think it was possible
Have I been deciev-ed again?

I do not understand
This adult life anymore
I do not comprehend
What living is, past my door
Defying myself
Dying in myself
Convulsing in paranoia
You bested me this time

I thought I had won
And I really had, too
But then you came
And downed me, damn you
I want to believe
Is it lies or just truth?
I'm vying for reason
Why is this so you?