Compulsion

Wrath descends down from the heavens
To live as glowing embers in my soul
What is a conscious, constant problem
Now represents
The silence
The burning rage now building up inside me

When the world just falls apart
Ruptures that deem nowhere is safe
Cannot decide between the options
Of dimensions
Of suffering
A burning hate so prophesied inside me

You're making it hard to be human
You've always made it impossible feel stable
Why this has ever happened makes no sense to me
I mustn't clue you in to
The agony you stretch so thin
I'm better off without you
It's just the game I've forced myself to master
But I suppose I have to up the dose
I'm not myself if I'm not living in decay

Our vicious cycle resurrected
You've always made me lie to myself too well
Intermittent, my vain approach shall wait
Destroying me
Destroying this
Placed back where I was before, as kingpin to
The shrouded everything around, seen
I may create them but my lies are wearing me